Sunday, November 19, 2006
being home alone, or without a maid for that matter, makes me feel emo. i really have no idea why, but this independence is coming with a price. i used to feel that i had learnt or rather was forced to be independent at a pretty young age and now i realise it really wasn't so. okay maybe the emo songs aren't helping either. HAHA

omg and just now when i switched the tv on so that i wouldn't miss the apprentice, incredible tales wasn't over yet. and when the song came on i literally ran to the tv from the computer(okay it's like 5 steps away) to switch it off. sheesh im such a loser sometimes. stop secretly thinking "you mean all the time" hur

anyhoos, the past few days have been pretty eventful. friday was spent first by getting up early and going for yoga with the momma. yoga instead of pilates cause we were late :/ and then i went on for fusion dance, which is like a mix of all sorts of indian dance. omg i love it! haha though it's so tiring like how he does the dance over and over again non-stop for an hour! and we were prancing from one end of the studio to the other :/ but overall it was fun (:

had cip after that at the cdc. it's getting quite tiresome and sorting and counting cranes is beggining to feel like a chore but it's for the community! haha well it's actually not THAT bad, i need to change my perspective on this before the next meeting (: hahaha at least the people are pretty nice (:

saturday was cip again but this time it was at sentosa! haha so it was slightly better. hur we walked from harbour front to sentosa under the blazing hot sun ): and if there's one thing i do not need, it's a tan. tsk the event was pretty fun with one group doing glittered tatoos and folding balloons and the other going out to teach people to fold cranes. and yes i was going out to teach the people to fold cranes. hahaha it got pretty frustrating at one point when it was so hot and you have been repeating the same thing so many times. oh well i still think this is a pretty good initiative and a great way to get cip points, so yes less complains (:

took a bus out of sentosa with lorry. we had no idea how far the bus would take us and to where :/ HAHA but i thought the bus ride was fun with all our nonsense (: and omg eyecandies on the bus! HAHAHAHA omg. yarh larh i'm deprived okay hahaha

rushed to church and got there 20minutes late. it wasn't in my initial plan to go to church but i feel glad that i did. i don't know, but i just felt very blessed (: took a bus home after dinner and when i was walking home and approaching the pretty dark and scary stretch, when this man who looked somewhat like a drug addict approached me. i was on the phone with the momma and he was blabbering on oblivious to the fact i was on the phone. tsk and i can't multitask for nuts and i had disorganized thoughts so i allowed the momma to end the call. and he was still talking. "can you help me, i need money to go home..." omg i was so freaked out i just agreed to give him 4bucks :/ i mean it isn't a lot but i just feel robbed :/ HAHA and i was afraid that if i didn't give him the money he would hunt me down and kill or rape me or something like that! :/ yes trust my vivd imagination to scare the hell outta me. and i would just let it pass if it wasn't for some guy who ran up to him after that and that part of the "story" doesn't match up. but yeah it doesn't matter, he could have genuinely needed the money. and i was still pretty shocked when i came home and got on the computer and stupid taralyn teo xue wen had to scare me with her tags! tsk i was seriously prepared to report the situation to the police, it even crossed my mind if they did come to check my computer what would happen if they saw my limewire? HAHA and to the second anonymous who hasn't admitted who you are, you better do so soon before i really decided to go ahead with my plan.

and finally i had a nice time at chariskidz with the children today (: i think i'm beggining to be more patient with them. yeah and when i get to talk to them nicely i really truly enjoy their company and their little exclamations and everything else. hahaha (:

okay i'm exhausted, till next time
GOODNIGHT AND GOODBYE (: